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Saturday, February 14, 2009
Today. It's been 4 years. A long time ago since I left my beloved country. Since I stepped on this freaking ground for the first time.
Gue ga akan lupain hari ini. Tanggal ini. Hari ini genap empat tahun gue pergi. Hari ini genap empat tahun sudah gue di negara bangsat ini. Today is the same day than that of four years ago. Hari yang membuat gue sampe hari ini juga berubah banyak. Berubah menjadi seorang pecundang. A useless loser. Hari ini empat tahun yang lalu yang menentukan kemana gue berjalan, seperti apa diri gue sampe nanti gede. Well fate has chosen it for me; my fate: turning into a damnly useless person. Ini semua gara-gara hari ini empat tahun yang lalu. Ini semua gara-gara someone's decision. I must admit, it was a STUPID decision. This country has brought me loads and loads of disadvantages. Yes, a useless person. But then again I can't do anything. Fate has chosen this for me. For somewhat probably a good reason.
Well if later I succeed of coming back to the girl I used to be, I'd say, "I've learnt the damn hard way." It's true. A damn long way. A fucking hard way. Well I guess, keputusan seseorang hari ini empat tahun yang lalu telah membawa gue ke sini. Walaupun menjadi pecundang ini adalah takdir. Seenggaknya ada satu yang gue sadari: ternyata gue cinta banget sama Indonesia.
Oh well then, Happy Valentine's Day.
Posted at 02:03 pm by gw-sp
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Don’t say you’re sorry. What’s the point if I don’t wanna forgive you?
You and me, are almost the same. But never-ever ask me to follow your way. Because you are you and I am me!
Kalo elo emang sayang sama gue, beneran cinta sama gue, jangan pernah elo bilang maaf dan makasih ke gue. Gue percaya, cinta ga butuh kata maaf dan terima kasih. Karena cinta selalu berterima kasih dan memaafkan.-di kamar mandi-
Don't say you love me if you keep saying sorry to me.
Kalo bukan dari hati, elo ga boleh minta maaf sama gue!
 
a bit about me
i don't really like to study, but i'm OHMYGOD in LOVE with learning. learning can be my best interest. learning everything, practically. especially life. psychologist is my passion, and i'm working towards it ;) i may not look THAT special, but i know deep inside me, i AM special. in a way or more :) depressing is what my life can be mostly described as. as well as THE BOMB! im in this adolescence period, which is killing. but ohmyGod, i LOVE it. and enjoy it so much. LOVE is what i'm always into. love kills, as well as teaches me to be a way better person. im at times very multiloquent, and that can be annoying at times. but hey, at least i'm not like someone who talks boring ;) haha, i know i AM mean, but that's genetic kehkeh. hey, even though my life is not always pleasant, but it's wonderful. and suicide is NOT a way i'll finish my life with. i hope though :)
Temen-temennya Dina:
::Nindya::
::Tessa::
::Tari::
::Putri::
::Nindy Omar::
::Kak Panji::
::Ingka::
::Skyadmirer::
::Rian::
::Dipta::
::Andin::
::Tukeran Link::
::Fadil::
::aLdie::
::Pineee::
::Moel::
::si Panjoel::
::Wahyu::
::Senny::
::Nian::
::Luvie Melati::
::Dian::
::Olfix::
::Mbak Angga::
::iRRR::
::Ray::
::Tehaha::
::Fayza::
BANNER
2 November 2007
Today I am able to see
how life is wonderful.
Well bitter parts are always showing up
these days. But when I see them
i feel so weak that I mourn everything
that going on wrong.
Thanks to them for showing me
how weak I actually am.
From now on, I just need to love my life
like they love their every moments of living. ________________________
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